

WantedMy body wants him badly. My mind goes to work, trying to control me. My heart is torn between the two.Wanted
My body is screaming at me, I could do more if wanted. My mind wants me to be sensable and wait. My heart says if I love him I'll do it.
Trying not to let him know, its harder than it looks. Trying to hide the little part of me that wants to act older than I am. Trying to control myself. But wanting him to just take me, take away my innocence. I'm not a little girl anymore.
And He has no clue,
that He is my body's most wanted.


AfternoonI'm laying down, spralwed across my twin bed. As some dreary little thoughts ease their way through my head. Random stuff, just take a moment or two. Maybe if you will will listen, I shall tell them to you.Afternoon
Some of it, you might not want to hear. But I could still whisper them, softly in your ear. On this lazy afternoon, everyone wants to just sleep. It's been a hard day,
so come on,
take a dive into the deep.
Want to take a look at my mind? Well too bad,
there's no gatekeeper to open it.


Can't You?Mommy, can't You support me? Someone has to put a roof over my head.Can't You?
Daddy, can't You hear me? Mommy is yelling too much.
God, can't You help me? I think my family broke.
Because God I think we need some help, that only You can give.


.Dominate.Me.You kiss me so gently As if not to rupture An innocence that's not there. Your fingertips glide so smoothly Over my unconcealed skin Knowing all fragments of me. Let me see the stock Of all the dirty secrets of me Hidden in the back of your mind. Be not so gentle For my innocence has already been crushed And I want your vulnerable body Pressing into me vividly. Be not afraid of breaking me For I am anything but porcelain..Dominate.Me.


description of my heartI walked up to you I cut out my heart Split down the middle I Ripped it apart I Spilled out my secrets I Spilled out my life I drained it all out All but the strife I left in the pain I kept it for me But gave you the lovedescription of my heart
And the secrets I bleed They stayed by your side
And waited for you To see they were there To know what to do Please take in my love And give me your own It leaps at the kindness You own heart has shown But the love won't come out
You're hiding it deep For someone else And at this I we


Another8.31.05 12:52 a.mAnother
Another
Another night completely alone. Another night sitting by the phone. But what am i waiting for if it's not real. what am i waiting for if he doesn't feel?
Another day without him at my side. Another day where i'm dying inside. He's picking up the pieces but he'll throw them down again. The truth is written but i'd take a lie instead.
Why do you do this? Why can't you understand? Baby, why do you do this? Why won't you let me hold your hand?
Another
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The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity.
-Dorothy Parker
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4 out of 5 voices in my head say im psycho...
I *heart* alex walker
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you're the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
of my paper
*sigh*
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4 out of 5 voices in my head say im psycho...
I *heart* alex walker
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.:Heaven is Overrated:.
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4 out of 5 voices in my head say im psycho...
I *heart* alex walker
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4 out of 5 voices in my head say im psycho...
I *heart* alex walker
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4 out of 5 voices in my head say im psycho...
I *heart* alex walker
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...and if i'm not back in 5 minutes...wait longer!
"We shall bring the beauty of erotic poetry to the masses"
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